The day you told me..the day i saw you two together, I was so jealous of her. Laughing playing and smiling together. Like I didn\'t exist, like I wasn\'t even there. Like i never said I loved you. You stopped talking to me, you wouldn\'t even look me in the eyes. It was like we had never been and everything we said did experienced was all a dream to me..turning into a slow rolling nightmare. I was completely shattered for days and weeks after this devistating heartbreak. My world was falling apart while I was dying in a silent storm. Rain falling from my eyes...screaming for you at you! You turn and walk away everytime like i\'m not makin a sound. I didn\'t even know you anymore. Slowly the tears dried and the screams stopped....pain turned to anger and I started hating you...wanting to hurt you. Wanting to make you feel the pain you caused me. Finally the anger subsided and i realized I had to let go..and I had to fall out of love with you...I knew you had gone for good. Heartbreak and all I picked myself back up and started my life over without you...I distanced myself from you...made it a point not to see you and when I did to show you how happy I was now that you were gone. I thought it was all ok..til I made a mistake and looked at you..walking away again...like i never existed..like i wasn\'t even there...until you turned around and met my eyes for that brief second you told me and you showed me that she didn\'t matter..I mattered...
