Dad Why

You left me daddy without any goodbye,
I saw you had left and started to feel relief,
So your gone again for good this time,
I think about you everyday,
Hoping to God that your ok,
But I know your just sitting in that truck,
chugging away at that beer,
I hate you daddy,
So here I sit writing this poem,
A daughters thoughts and feelings,
Are not easy to decipher,
I hears the sounds of my mothers cries,
I hears the sounds of my fathers lies,
I hears the sound of her heart beating fast,
I say this feeling will allways last,
Your little girl is growing daddy,
I'm sorry but its true,
But no matter how old I get,
And all the fights we have
Daddy I'll always love you.