Nothing

It hurts me so much
Too realize
That all my dreams
Are a lie

I'll believe I can make it
That I can succeed
But Then I realize
I'm wasting my dreams

It's like a black cloud
Is seeping through me
I'm dieing so very slowly
I'm scared what I'll do to me

I'll burn myself
I'll slit my wrists
I'll cause these bruises
With my fists

I'll drink the unknown
I'll hold my breath
To the brink
The brink of death

But it never works
As you can tell
I'm still under
This painful spell

I know I'm nothing
So why should I try?
My only way out
Is suicide

I'm trapped in here
Trapped in my head
If I stay any longer
I'll be dead

I'm better off
On the ground
In a place
I can't be found