For days

The cuts were bleak
Not too deep
Just enough to bleed until i was satisfied
Just enough to calm my nerves
Enough to shut me up
For days i would put on a smile and pretend I was fine
For days I would pretend to like the new me
For days i would not make a sound of the terrible pain that was found
For days you would not know
For days you would not notice the pain in my eyes you would just stare at me in despise.
You would not know I was crying myself to sleep
You would not know i was contemplating suicide
You would not know you would just walk away and let go
Watching the blood drip from my eyes
You wouldn't know the tears I cried

Hey this is just how i feel but comment me plz