I Want To Just

Emptiness, sadness and depression
Is feeling my mind with so much aggression
I feel like just going home and laying in bed
to force out the evil thoughts in my head
I want to erase all the hurt and the agony in my life
And accept the fact I will never be your wife
I want to just take down all the pictures on the wall
so I don't have to see your face when I walk down the hall
I want to just take a drive very far
but I fear I might do something stupid in my car
I want to just cut myself and show you I bleed to
there is so much I want to show you
I want to scream and let all the anger out
and tell you to your face all the feelings I felt
I want to just give up on my life
because I have no more strength left to fight
I want to just go back into time
and make it so you were never mine
I want the 8 years back that was wasted in the dirt
because my fight had no victory I'm left here to hurt