Being Nice Isn't Easy

There's a monster inside of me,
Trying to get out,
I'm trying to hold it back
But being nice isn't easy

I've sacrificed my happiness,
sacrificed it long enough,
I'm tired of being nice,
Cause being nice isn't easy,

I'm nice to everyone,
Even if they aren't nice to me,
I want to tell these people off,
Cause being nice isn't easy.

Sometimes I let this monster out,
But just a little at a time,
Other times I'm nice when I want to be mean,
I swear being nice isn't easy.

I'm nice and I don't know why,
There are people I want to be mean to,
But I don't,
Being nice isn't easy.

There's part of me that's smart,
That part hates you,
I can listen to that part if you aren't around,
Being nice isn't easy.

The other part isn't so smart,
The other part loves you,
That's why I'm nice to you, when I don't want to be,
Being nice isn't easy.

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I love you so much,
But I want you to fall,
You see, I'm not so nice at all,
Cause being nice isn't easy.

If I didn't love you,
I swear I would hurt you,
I wish I didn't love you,
Being nice to you isn't easy.

I want be with you,
But not as a girlfriend,
'Cause I know you'll hurt me,
Being nice isn't easy.

I love you and I want,
I want you to want me too,
But I know you won't and it makes me mad,
These are just a few reasons,
That being nice isn't easy,
Being nice isn't easy...