How can you just sit there like nothings wrong
theres a world out there, you just have to find it
you seem so close to me yet i cant be with you
its like somethings pulling on my veins telling me its the wrong thing to do.
The world out there seems to be falling apart for me
confused, drained, disdained
i know in your heart you care
i just wish you would show it
i feel lost, like the worlds leaving me behind to make everything better
to try to make everyone happy but myself
im slipping slowly
help me lord
i know you have a path for everyone
but what is mine
i dont know what to do to prove myself to you
i know my path is on its way but its hard
its hard not knowing what the future is to bring
im calling for you lord
love is hard, tearing at the heart every chance it gets
you think its fine, then it just blows up in your face
lies, deceits, shame.
its not your fault, i just wish he would see
see what i want, see how hes hurting me, see why i love him so much
say the right words, make me fall on my feet
take my breath away.
