Letting u go

I never forget about the mistakes
I've made, i live in regret. The
things I've done, the lies I've told
What hurts the most is not having you here to hold. I cry each night flushing out my sorrows, i have nothing to do but live out tomorrow. Living in fear that you'll never be here. Thinking I'll end up alone all because i was stupid enough to even let you go.