I thought you care
i thought youd be there
i gave you my love
i got some kind of hate
i raped my self in this mazzy prison
i slitted my wrist to give my blood the ride of free life
i judged my self and took its right
i punched my soul that kept me alive
i killed my joy
i raised my sorrow
i led my self into the unknown tomorrow
i was selfish bit ch
i was fuc ked up who re
i was nothing not anymore
i loved your touch as it pulled the graved pleasure out
i loved your eyes and the way you stare
i am not happy that your not with me but its ok cuz i dont have to cry
i wasted my tears but nothing have changed
i saw you in my dream last night weaving your hand goodbye
i saw your pretty cute face getting out of my sigh
i am feeling guilty cuz i couldnt keep you by my side
i think it wasnt my fault but its still killing me deep inside
i still remember all the joyful times we had
ohh how painful is the memories of the past
ohh how painful is the moments that we never had
i still picturing my self hugging you hard in my arms
i still taste the flavor of your sweet tears on my lips
ohh how hard is turning the old pages in your mind
i still remember when you said that youd never leave me alone
but now am swimming in this cold ocean on my own
ohh all these promises where have they gone
ohh these forgotton dreams wont return
ohh wish u didnt knocked the wrong door cuz i was so blind
should i research the past for missing parts
or should i end it all up with my razor blade
