All I can do is sit around and wait for you but i\'m sick of waiting and telling myself hes gonna love me because I know better then to keep lying to myself like that I dont even know why I bother with you you always tell me if I do this and that he\'ll trust me enough to be with me and you tell me you like me but you cant be with me just yet I dont know how I can eat up his bullsh*t lies I give up on being with you I\'ve changed my clothes and my atitud is back to normal so is my selfasteam actuly its even better I mark a spot and throw all of our photos in the dirt throw on some gasoline and burn all of the memorys screw trying to be back together with you..This is my life and i\'m the one incontrol of it but ad much as i hate you for all you have done to me and all the sh*t you put me through ...I still love you...I dont know what to do I just wish I could walk away and start all over again but I know I cant and never will So i close my eyes and pretend nothing ever happend...but tonight I will close my eyes and make you wish you woulda cared...I\'ll c*ck that gun to my head...tonight is the end...Now how does your life feel without me...??
