I learned to cry
I learned to hide
I learned to fear
I learned to fight
I learned to dream of a different life
The middle of my life
I learned to feel shame
I learned to feel hunger
I learned to feel sadness
I learned to feel love
I learned to feel betrayed
I learned to feel pain
I learned to feel hate
I learned to feel anger
I learned to feel lost
I learned to feel nothing at all
The beginning of the end of my life
I feel loneness inside
I feel sadness in the lost of my love
I feel anger and rage every day of my life
I feel lost in hate
I feel betrayed
I feel shame of all the wasted time
I feel sadness for all my heart break
I wish I could change every bit of my life
But I have lost the heart to try
So I just wait to die
I hope and pray god will not forget my heart and soul
I dreamed of a love and a home
All I got was blood and shame
I live in my house of pain
I love her so, my eyes grow old
And I still love her so
Only wish I could have grown old with her soul
It would have been so great
But I think I will grow old alone
Without any love at all so I wait by the phone
But she never calls so many years I wait
I just dream I am in her arms and all the pain goes
