What should i do?

I sit at home
Thinking about you
and what you said
and what i should do?

Should i say yes
should i say no
should i stay
or should i go?

So many things
go through my mind
i know its not right
but your so kind

You said it wont happen
you said u wouldn't hit
and now every night
you throw a fit

MY parents say
he isn't good
but i disagreed
just cause i could

And now I'm not here
no longer with you
and my heart, it aches
What should i do?