Lately i am not sure about much but i know one thing it would be nice to rewrite the world just forget about every thing but me and you to bad i am not perfect and life isn\'t close so this is far off don\'t get Ur hopes up i w ill try no granites on anything no hope really uming look at them the n look at me no chance in hell i c an erase this from my memory only if i had a dollar for every time i felt hurt id be earing alot of money right now but i don\'t want more sympathy that is not gonna change me i don\'t know what i really want still not sure about much i know i want out out of every day shit like being alone and watching my life got to hell is every one like this or am i spacial if so how do i cure the world or on A more selfish note my self because no matter how many times i ve said i cant go on i learnned i have to because suicide is boring if you really want sympaty keep on going does every one feel hurt like this and i am the only honest one i know there is kind such like mine but they don\'t really know do other people hi de aboout as i spill my guts? i dont know do you this is very over whelming for me to deal with but ive gotten throughdont give m r sympathatic quotes of bumper sticker saying give me answers and peace because in the end there are no christains they csnt give me no little sayings of hope asnd no cars just inner feeling peaace and answers but with peace i dont need answers and with answers i dont need peace but it would be ice to have them both
