How can I pretend it doesn't matter?
It goes deeper than skin
How can I fake the laughter?
When I know I can't win
It's all too much for me too handle
My heart is jumping, like a flickering candle
I'm getting dizzy as the tears flow heavily
I can barely see
I fall to the floor
My heart then closes, like a door
Maybe I'll die and then you'll see
I never wanted you to be a part of me
