If there was a away

The tears this i hide.
The feelings that are inside.
The pain just cant pass by.
I feel like im going to die.

I break down more day afterday.
I never have anything to say.
I just wished there was away,
To be happy, i wish there was away.

Each smile is a fake.
I dont have any decisons to make.
This is just a path i will take,
I know this is a mistake.

I dont know what to do.
My feelings never soothe,
sometimes i wished i had someone to talk to.
To talk about my problems.

I know im not suppose to be here.
No one wants me to be here.
But i have this fear.
If i go, someone unknown will
shed a tear.