You put me through pain and made me cry but i could never let go of the times we were happy together, the times you held me in your arms and said to me \\\" baby ill never let go, i will hold you forever.\\\"i really never loved you, i just loved who i thought you were, i loved the man that never lied and was always faithful, while behind my back you were doing just that && baby it hurt me, it hurt me more than i thought anything in this world could, but i never let go, i kept holding on with all my might hoping that we would regain and be like we used to be, happy, always smiling and most of all together. i finnally had enough of your games and i slipped, my hands slipped and we went our seprate ways && i thought maybe oneday i can be with him but not right now. i have to get my mind straight and think about all the things ive been through and not one single thing seemend to hurt you. but then i started thinking back.. what about them times you would spill your heart to me telling me how much you loved me.. or were you just saying that because you knew i would listen, because you knew i loved you and you knoew i was the only one who would give up anything to be with you. or the time when you said them words \\\" you delt with it\\\" yes, i delt with your lying and your cheating but baby its only because i could not no matter what my friends told me, let go of you. you were my everything and my love, yess i have been in love before but i had lost everything that ever meant anything to me in this world, to you. my one and only that i wanted forever, not anyone else. just you. we had been through so much together, even cried together && baby i hated crying everynight but i did, because you were with her and on top of that you lied about it, all i wanted was the truth because i had heard your lies long enough and i wanted you to be truthful with me. i still love you && could never let go compleatly of everything we had, you were my first everything that meant the world to me and i just couldnt let all of it slip out of my life and it never will, never in 1 million years. you will alwaways hold apart of my heart no mater how far away we are from each other, you will always be my love.
