I miss you mommy...
I really do...
but I see why you have to work far away keeping me from you.
You have to travel all around the world,
and you want me to be happy,
Because I'm your baby girl.
We all miss you...
Daddy, my brother, and Julius (dog)...
and you always request me to remain studious.
I meet you every month or so...
but I miss you even though.
You're my mom,
and I have the right...
to be with you and neevr let you go out of my sight.
But money is quite important everyone says...
and I'm moving there with you in a couple of days...
But with every breath I take...
It gets harder to breathe.
And under my sheets I shake,
crying because you're all I need.
And by telling you I'm fine it makes you a little less worried.
But mommy no...
I won't dissapoint you though...
It's just that I miss you,
and I think it's normal for a child to.
So I'd be happier if you were here with me...
But you're you're working because it makes you happy,
and for our family.
I have to grow up and become independant,
but somehow I want to hold on to my childhood.
And I know I can't but I'm willing to try,
Faking this bravery may as well be a lie.
But I'm willing to lie if I it won't make you cry.
