In this dark cold room,
With only light passes through the window.
Giving me a sense of hope,
A sense of life.
As I sat down and typed this down,
Thoughts running through my mind,
Fast and uncontrollable.
I tried to capture every thought,
I tried to type fast enough to get everything down.
I can't. I didn't. I failed.
Expressing what I have in mind,
Words don't reflect what I've felt.
Actions seem to be misunderstood.
I'm lost, I'm emotionless.
I thought I knew it all.
I thought I'm able to do it.
I thought I could.
I thought I would.
But I failed.
I looked for my courage,
I took back my confidence.
I let go of fear,
I let go of sadness.
Again, I looked around me,
In this cold dark room,
With a single ray of light passing through,
And I thought; Life isn't this bad.
I just need to look a little harder.
To find the light that I need.
The light that will show me the way.
The way of life where things will be better.
