Now all this psychology
Is talking straight to me
I am left with no future for me
So when I look at all I can see
All the pain and hurt that be
I fear that I will still be alive tomorrow
And now I need to find
A place to put my mind
Before I take it all away
For I want to end all my strife
Remove myself towards this sharp knife
So my blood can wash all over me
But why am I ashamed to feel
This burden that makes my soul peel
I need to find a way to escape
No longer do I want these tears
No more do I want to fight these fears
I just want to get them away from me
So destroy myself I need to do
Quickly, before I think it through
And regret what I have done
These are my last rights
My last moments in the lights
Goodbye I will say to you
No one came to rescue me
No one came to set me free
So this will be my end
A death sentence has been judged
A life that is no longer loved
That I have killed without a fear
Pity the life that was
Understand all this pain, because
Rejection might happen to you one day
Then will you fight to find your life
Or dwell and end your strife
And end up a poor wretch like me
So with all this psychology
That scares me miserably
I am now left all alone
Telling you all is the only way
That perhaps there is a change in me
There is nothing left but to turn and face it