Is it ok?

Is it ok for me to be afraid now
cause your not by my side
is it ok that i need you
but all this i hide?

is it ok that i miss you?
that i wish youd hold me so close that i cant breathe
that i ignore you?
is it so hard to believe?

that i just pretend im ok
that im strong...
that i cry at night
but act like ive moved on

you know i fell so deep
into all the words you said
all the time you touched me
i now have no idea what it meant?

the way you touched me
the way you loved me
was all a dream
now ive woken up
loves overrated it seems...

im the great pretender arent i
to make you believe i dont want you around
that im better off without you
that it was nothing
although ill fall to the ground

is it ok for me to pretend that on my own i can stand
i know i should admit its over
but i dont think i can

how do i say its over
when you were my future, my present and now my past
whyd you make me love you?
when you knew it wouldnt last?

*keith robert morris*