When I saw you for the first time it was not love at first sight in fact it was more like who does this chick think she is at first sight
But then after a while I realized who she thought she was and I realized who she was. She was me!
Not in one of the Holy crap spiritually things. But just, if my friends could picture a female version of me, she would be it.
I have an immense respect for her because I have lied her life before and I know (or at least I think that I know) what she is thinking at any given time.
I have only felt this way (though not the exactly same) 2 times before:
The one that got away
and
The one that did not
There is no way that WE could be, it can never be, but I wanted it to be.
I miss you when I leave you. I miss you more when I see you but can\\\\\\\'t be with you.
I have no clue about the way that I am supposed to act.
I never wanted this to happen.
But here we are:
Me, sitting at home yearning for you.
You, off with him not thinking shit about me.
That hurts, it hurts real bad.
I have never been this kind of person before.
I always get along with everyone without needing anything else but now...
I do not think that I love you. But I would like to try.
