The night heat, I sweat as I sleep
I wake to see you
Your beauty holds my breath in me
I stare at you, you lovely outline makes me think of everything loving I have ever seen
Your kitten sleeps by you head
She know that you are so loving indeed
I walk to the window a stare out side my city's streets
I wonder what will happen to me
You told you thought I was not your soul mate you see
I knew then that the end of us was near
Lost in my fear of losing you
I see my life it is all crashed in my mind for me to see
How will I live without you?
I grew up in hells hole
First time for me to feel true love
And now you're going I know
I feel drunk will the knowledge of where I will be going to be
Back in my hopeless rotten meaning less soul
I know
I love her so, maybe she should go
How was I going to be able to truly love her soul?
When mine was beaten so
Touched wrong and scared to love
I live with this hate, for my own soul
I failed once again to brake free from my own cell
Here lay everything I could ever want or need
And I scared her off was mine doing
I will live without her forever
I wish I didn't have too
I must you see
So I have to let her go free
So she could find her soul mate
Even thou it was me
