The freed heart and spirit

Time to end my pain,
here alone in the rain,
no one to help me,
just tears you see.

No support to help me out,
all I want is to shout,
try to release this pain inside,
with no one by my side.

Nothing more to say,
just me here to pay,
no one wants me here,
so I will disappear.

I want this pain to end,
and my heart to mend,
please help me as I stare,
this pain I can bare.

I want to die in the snow,
as it turns red with the blood flows,
with my spirit finally free,
of this torment from me.

This is not my fault,
as my lies you bought,
no one truly knew my pain,
of my heart being slain.

So help me into the light,
I can't win this fight,
everything is going to fast,
everything I see from my past.

It won't let me go of its grip,
as my heart starts to rip,
of the pain it obtained,
this was to much to contained.

I don't care if I die,
as the sun sets in the sky,
no more suffering in my heart,
as it was being torn apart.

It doesn't have to mourn,
all will heal that has been torn,
time for me to decease,
as my spirit and soul rest in peace.