Aww its ok i mean yea its not rilli like poemishy ^^ but i think anything that comes from your heart deserves to be written and expressed. So here I'm not commenting on your poem but I'm commenting on your thoughts...i guess^^
Well don't feel like your alone because I'm pretty sure there is someone out there who would be remembering you...believe me....hehe which is wierd for me to ask since you hardly know me but seriously^^
Everyone deserves to be happy on christmas so by thinking about what you don't have will make you feel worse...
p.s.Merry Christmas! try not to feel low..