My head is spinning. My mind, trying to sort out all of these emotions. They're dangerous when they're put together, like reactive lab potions. i don't know how i should fell about anything anymore. I don't know in which order my emotions should be stored. Which should be pulled out first? Anger? Sadness? Hurt? I need to let them go, but only one by one. It's a long process that has to be done. The potiond are starting to leak and seep. They will poison me if they come together all in one, so none of them I'm able to keep. i'm tired of crying, and feeling like all my insides are dieing. I'm tired of letting what they did to me keep me hiding. i'm tired of running away, I need to face my problems and learn to stay. I'm tired of letting my troubles get the best of me. That's not the type of person I used to be. I want to be me again. I'm tired of falling, over and over, again and again. Soon I'll be better, I know I will, as soon as I throw my poisoning potions away, never again to spill.
