Sweet Misery

This misery is so routine
It is so ordinary
I find it sort of comforting
And I think that's kinda scary

I love it but I hate it
It's confusing me
The end of this depression
Seems like it will never be

I wish this had never started
Yet I'm glad that it began
I wish that all of my friends
Would just try to understand

This isn't a game
This isn't much fun
I think it'd be better
If I had someone

To hold my hand
To comfort me
But that'll never happen
Cuz no one can see

The pain I'm going through
Just grows without understanding friends
I'm all alone I guess
Until my short sweet end

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