Last Goodbyes

All these feelings rushing back
I cant suppress them anymore
cant take this pain I feel inside
as my tears fall to the floor

Just one thought racing through my head
God how I wish I where F-ING DEAD

I cant take this pain
I cant take the lies
The broken promises
My broken cries

You play with my heart
As it dangles on a string
Right in front of your eyes
You can see me slowly dying

I fall to the floor
And beg at your feet
but you laugh in my face
I know Ive been beat

So Ill say my last goodbyes
As I slowly fade away
My last words "I'm so sorry
it had to end this way"