Will You Ever?

In a dream you once said forever.
That dream was an obvious lie.
Awoken to reality I see you don't care.
I'm left alone in a world of heartbreak.

I wanted your love so bad,
I would have done anything for you.
But you left without a goodbye.
Feeding my addiction to pains euphorias.

I thought of you as I reached with outstretched hands.
My willing limbs grasping to the one constant left.
The razor that would never leave me,
and the blood that never ceases flowing.

I held your picture in my right hand,
"Why wouldn't you love me?" inscribed on its back.
Soaking the suicide note in my frigid blood.
I closed my eyes, tears flowing down into nothingness.

The slash across my wrist dripping into puddles of sorrow,
Reflects the glimmer of dimmed lights above me.
As the light in my eyes slowly lessens,
And i feel my soul slip into the darkness, turning to nothing.
You will never love me. So theres nothing to keep me here any longer.