I HAVE A SECRET.

I have secret..
I swallow my ideas since there is no air to see threw the picture right. I sit and cry to the moon, but it only give it back and leaves me alone. I can't. I feel I am drowning without letting this go. I can't seem to find my own face to show upon yours. I lied.

I can't dived the scenes from the tears and the joy. I sit thinking how my fate is all a dream. I swear, I can't find my path to show you how I feel. I can't stare at your eyes and tell you how I feel, from the scare ness inside. I swallow all this love inside it is burning the vains inside me. it's making my eyes crack, the highness of your lips keeps me lost in my own circle, I don't even know any more.

I have a secret.

My heart pounds inside me, since I don't even know how I could of fallen. I don't understand my mind any more, and I kill my self every night by your thoughts, your love, my own confusion. The way I choke from your presence. I hide in my shell, and can only stare, I get lost from your words, from your voice, I have fallen and now I am afraid to tell you.

I have a secret.

I have fallen upon your feet, and I await here for you to notice, I lay hope upon this beat inside my chest. I lay my smile on your hands, I lay my soul to you. I have fallen and I don't even know why, expect that I want you, and love you. I am dying to know what you think or want to do. Tell me if my love can be in your future, tell me if this Is a wave lost in it's direction from destiny.

I have a secret.

I fell and now I sit here wondering how, and why I sit here threw my bathroom staring at the mirror telling my shadow and not you.

This is my secret.
I love and can't tell him.