You know i know

I know that you know i know.
you told eveyone about me, things that werent true.
i cried a little, but not because of you.
but because of the pain i felt of a friend stabbing another in the back,
all of the stories i had heard that resembled it..
i never thought it would happen to me..
but here i am bleeding from my back
years of lies and gossip and rumors put into a pointy shape and stabbed into me.
here i stand, in pain... from the lies and all the years of things i have had to deal with, while you stand by and laugh at what you have done
and i still stand here..while you laugh...again