I am cut by all my hardship
Tormented by my loneliness inside
Hurt by all the emptiness I find
And lost inside this downward spiral
I loathe these feelings, these hurts
Yet I find a pleasure in all my pain
To write away my feelings inside
And bring comfort through my sufferings
A joyful moment wrapped in sadness
I want to dwell further into the depths
But on falling through my self-destruction
Breaking through all troubles I go through
Yet I ask for more to find joy
I use my pain to bring me happiness
To allow myself to discover itself
Pain I need, pain I bleed
From pain I run away
Yet take it happily inside
All this pain inside that tears
Tears me apart inside
But so easily mends my wounds
Making me stronger than before
So through it all, what do I do?
Choose to run, or open towards it
Do I gladly hit my depths
So I can find my joy?
Or do I expel all this hurt
And remain stagnant inside?
