Forbidden Love

As I lay here,
With nothing to do,
I can't stop thinking about,
Nothing but you.
How I have wished,
From the very start,
That I want to be with you,
I want you to take my heart.
But you don't love me,
And I can't love you,
We can't be together,
What's there to do?
I can't get over,
Over this feeling,
I want to scream,
It's really killing.
Why can't we be together,
I need you near,
I'm hopeless & stupid,
Without you here.
You were always there,
As if I mattered,
You were there to listen,
When I was shattered.
You've said you've cared,
About what I'm going through,
You've said I mean,
A lot to you.
You're the only guy,
That hasn't torn me apart,
You're the only guy,
Who I trust with my heart.