Dont you just hate it when you think you know someone but in actual fact you dont?
That when you think you can trust someone but they go behind your back and b i t c h about you?
Who are you to trust if you cant trust your friends?
Who is to comfort you if your friends are not there?
Who are you to turn to in bitter time if your friends blow you off for a guy?
Id say trust yourself but what if you cant
What if every decision you make you regret?
Every decision you make ends in pain?
Every decision you make you wish you could change.
But you cant.
And the thought of not being able to undo what you did
is more painful then the thought of making your mistake
And no amount of tears will change that
So here you are with your problem
And you cant fix it by youself
So you seek help in a friend
In some cases friends help,
in some they use your emotions against you
in others they dont give a flying f u c k
and lastly they just ignore you
You then reach out to a relative for guidance
Only to be rejected once again for either work or the television
So once you have been either helped or rejected by a friend and a family member
Your next resort is god
You ask him/her why they did this to you why you suffer
and then you realise hey they didnt do this
Cause they dont exist
If they did they would have prevented it
In conclusion you are left with you final thought
That you are alone
Alone with your problems
And that no matter how much you seek for help
You will be turned away
Because that is life
Once you come to this realisation
You fake a smile
and hide your tears
and say your fine
But cry yourself to sleep everynight
And that is the life you lead
Hope you are enjoying it.
