Forever never lasting

Ill cry my silent tears...just finding away to waist my eyeliner,sometimes ill cry within rather than without,just to save tears 4 the next time I cry 4 you,all I can say is I was running in my path,and you preventing me from falling down and loosing my direction from a dead end,I'm just a broken water pipe that keeps over flowing cause without you my head spins like crazy,to me the world is spinning and spinning so fast..and sometimes i feel like I just wanna get off..cause like I said my head is spinning like crazy,my blood cold and bitter,rushing through my veins from within me...and WITHOUT you....