Of All theThoughts

What reason do I have
To be like this?
What did I do
For my eyes to see in this
Point of view?
I wish I could find out.

I've never felt a loss,
Though this whole world
Seems dead.
I've never suffered a true love,
Though it feels as if I'm a
Broken heart.

It's not as if
I'd always be alone,
In this sad and lonely world.
Running away from my fears,
To ever see it all.
I'd like to declare
I'll never be satisfied.