Why is it now that pain enters my heart...

Why is it now
That pain enters my heart
Why is it now
That all my life feels broken apart

Why now does my life change
It wasn't that long ago
When I smiled
But now I feel so sad and low

Who would had thought
This would be me
Just so broken
And not so free

My heart dies
Within my chest
As I fall
Without a love fest

No one seems to care anymore
As people all turn away
They talk behind my back and lie
I hope to be happy again one day

There was once
My blood fell
Running down my arm
As my heart felt like hell

My eyes Begin to close
As ignored all the lies to my ears
I blocked out people's voices
And hid all my tears

My heart Begin hurting more
As more drops of blood
Fell right to the floor

I'm not listening to these lies
I can't stand here
And let out just cries

I want to get away
To have my own day

To be alone
Away from people's threats
And to let them remember by themselves
Their own regrets

Maybe one day
They will start to care again
And I can stop crying
And release my fears within