Spent the morning at my best friends grave

I spent the morning at my best Friends grave,
With flowers and so many tears,
He was such a good boy
He spent so many nights just laying there all alone
He never really knew what it was like to truly be loved
He never took a change or even took the time to be alive
I stood there thinking of all the times we spent together
and saying my good-byes
Then i realized how much i really missed that lonely soul

I know people die everyday
But not boys this young
There shouldn't be any reason to have such a lonely young boy be gone forever
especially when i didn't have the chance to tell him i loved him
and that he meant so much to me
Maybe if i told him how me meant to me
He might have stayed around just a little longer
Because without him I see myself all alone

He was out on a ledge with no net
or no one to catch him when he fell
I should have caught him when he was falling
But i had my back turned
I didn't seen him fall
i was to blind to see that he was falling
Oh how he feel so hard

Now i lay here
talking to someone that isn't around any more
I lay next to a grave stone that reads
Here lays a boy that meant to much to so many people, He will truly be missed
But his parents don't even come
its only me, and flowers, and many tears that i cry for him to come back
I tell him all my secrets even though he is gone
Cause i know he will keep them just like before.

I spent the morning at my best friends grave,
with flowers and so many tears
And telling him how i miss and love him to much
And praying for him to come back
I stood there thinking of all the times we spent together
and saying all of my many good-byes
and saying how a young adorable boy like you shouldn't have died so young

__xX It would mean alot to me if u commented and voted. I wrote this for a friend that died 2 years ago. Xx__