Gone Forever??

You made me feel all empty and unwanted inside,
the hurt that i have tried to hide,
many times before,
no one can ever see,
the pain they never saw.

we had nothing, and you knew it,
concealed in a hope, that i had carried,
figuring out what we had lost,
looking at all the lines we crossed.

hoping that it would all turn better,
until the day that you met her.

was she everything you hoped for,
was she all the you dreamed,
was she good or was she better,
or was she inbetween.
are all the headaches gone?
are they gone for forever?

the system has currupted,
the conversation interupted,
the voices down the hall,
were never really there at all,
i lied to you many times before,
i put it all on,
for so long,
i hate you,
i depise you,
i never want to see you,
i never want to be you,
i never want to hear you,

has all the pain gone now?
gone forever?