I was hurt by u.
all at once u shattered my heart and spirit. i lost all hope and my trust in u.
u broke down my final defenses my barriers if u will. u told me u never cared...u had been using me since we met...and if that wasn't enough u told me u were raping me
ur act had one flaw when i got hurt u checked that i was ok. even with all the pain i was feeling i was hoping u were lying to me there and then and that was a little bit of proof.
u wanted tears from me u had them... and then suprised me by holding me while i cried. u had me believing what u were saying and i was scared that i had been played
yes i was hurting by what u did. but i was also sad cuz ur going away soon.
u wanted me to be angry and upset. i was momentarily, but i couldn't maintain the anger. bcuz i love u too much. and although I've lost some of my trust in u i still believe ur who i believe u to be
yes i am still a bit upset with what u did. and i did for a moment strongly dislike u... but love prevails within my heart...which bcuz of u i am able to listen to again.
I'm sad to see u going away. and I'm sad over what happened. and ultimately i should dislike u but i just don't have it in me to feel that way so yes i still have a kind and caring heart after all of this. and one that is full of love for u.
