Watching as everything around me is slowly fading
Someone I once trusted
Friends I once knew
My world is falling apart again
And I don't want to pick up the pieces
He says he doesn't see it
But can he really be that blind
Someone came up to me a stole me of my innocence
He raped me again and again
I cant understand it
I wish for nothing but to be dead
No one believes me
I cant trust a soul
All I want to do is crawl into a hole
I never want to come out
Or see the light of day
I never want to hurt you
So listen to what I say
I'm sorry for my crap
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
I'm sorry that you cant help me
I'm sorry for being sorry
But most of all I'm sorry you ever loved me
I cant take my life anymore
So I hid I gun in my room
Tonights the night
I'm gonna end it all
I Give up this fight
So goodbye to all who cared
