Is this really what my heart desires?
or am i just blinded by your sensitivity
are you really what my heart is lyingly questing for?
or am i just captivated by the moment
but why is it that your presence brings me joy
why do i find myself lost in your forbidden aura
each minute that you come around me
i gaze into your eyes, i feel them summoning upon me,
calling me, wanting me
yet i know all of it is in my head
because you couldn't possibly feel as I want you to
but i drown inside of me,
inside of my emotions,
emotions that you cannot see nor feel
because I'm not her, I'm not the one for you
i can't hold you by my side
like she does when you cry
I'm not the one you tell what you feel inside
i can't share, i can't give to you what you already have.
