Left behind

No idea what will come
all I know is
in the end
I'm going to be somewhere
with tears in my eyes
coming down my cheeks

Only disappointing to myself
because the day actually was nice
but I keep crying

But maybe it's because I'm alone now
friends have gone
they don't might be really interested in me

My heart is getting empty
I'm left behind with my sadness
which I will hold in my soul
whatever will happen

These heartaches keep repeating
I know I'm just depressed
because I'm alone
I know I wasn't today
but I am right now

My eyes are hurting
because they have
no more strength to cry
to cry any longer

I know blood still is running
through my veins
but I don't feel alive
the only way to feel it is to cry

to show true feelings
to myself
because there's no one to listen
to me

And I don't want nobody to see
I am crying
they might think I'm a wimp
I'm afraid they'd laugh

I'm OK, I'm fine
is what they think
but I'm sick
I am just trying to deal with life

While I'm left behind

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