The Beast Inside

It feeds off of my pain
It lives off my agony
It drives me insane
It is like a grotesque sea

It builds up inside
It grows stronger and stronger
I would rather commit suicide
Then live any longer

I'd wish for it to be caged away
To never come out again
Inside I'd want it to decay
Because all it did, was cause me pain

I suffer day after day
Feeling its cruel intentions
Always wanting it to go away
All that happens is contravention

Between me and it
It makes me to do things that I don't want to do
And I keep it a secret
Since my heart is what it pursued

It bleeds me dry
It crushes me dead
It makes me cry
It throbs in my head

It beats me down
It pains my heart
It drags me to the ground
And tears me apart

It kills my pride
It treats me brutally
Then I would wish I really did die
...Because "it" is my split personality...