I waited and waited for u to call, I sat there just waiting every day, what happened? U avoided me everyday! The pain I went through! The sadness I been through! I cried my self to sleep every night! Did u stop loving me? Because the feelings I had for u were more than u could imagine! I Cared 4 you I loved you! Now it's all over because u didn't call! Things change! U can't have the same feeling like u did before! Hard to explain but I can never love u the way I did! U broke my heart tore it into pieces! Now I suffer! Yes u came back to me, u realized u couldn't live with out me but its too hard to go back to the way it was because u hurt me. Can't u understand it's not the same! I don't know what to do I m so confused! It always seems like u r breaking my heart constantly! Maybe we aren't meant to be! I thought it was fate and true love but I was wrong! If you loved me enough u wouldn't make me suffer the way I did. U would at least have some guilt in you for what you did. U was my world. So many things couldn't describe the way I felt for you. Yes half of me will always love u but I m sorry I can't feel for you the way I use too!
