Wish I Never Met You

I wish I never started talking to you again,
I wish I never added you to my Friends,
I wish i never had that one kiss,
That got me hooked,
Like a stoner on weed,
Now all I think about,
Is your kisses,
The way you held me,
The way you called me baby,
Everything I do,
It reminds me off you,
Am i obsessed?
I call it love,
You don't know what love is,
Its as if,
you have never loved before,
You just like to toy with hearts,
I wish i never kissed you,
I wish i never even met you,
I could be happy now,
But I'm not,
Will i learn from this?
Or will this just always haunt me?
I hope it wont,
I don't need this to haunt me.
I just want you back,
But i don't wanna talk to you ever again,
I tell my friends i hate you,
But i know i don't,
I still walk by your work,
wishing you were there,
To come out,
And show me this is a dream,
I want to awake from this nightmare,
Of a life,
Or is it just denial,
I know it is over,
But i still tell myself,
Its not,
I still wish for your kisses,
I still tell myself,
That i will get kissed by you again,
I just wish i never met you,
Never took that kiss,
And this would all be fine.