This Nightmare.

I sit here in tears,
Becasue of what happened,
I cant let you go,
No matter how much i try,
I just want to hold on,
In hopes that i will get you back,
Sometimes I just want to give up all together,
To escape this nightmare,
Or maybe ill wake up,
And realize this was all a dream,
A horrific dream,
But no,
I know its not a dream,
I know its really happening,
I know i lost you,
Why cant i let you go?
Why am i still holding on?
Thinking that i will be able to get you back,
When i know your gone,
But I cant,
I just give up,
Thats what i think,
As i slide the blade,
down my wrist,
And the world comes to a stop,
As i black out.