The Decision

I gave you the choice
If you wanted to get back together
I gave up my voice
And my freedom for you forever

It has taken several days
And I'm getting nervous
It's only your way
I'm always at your service

Only break me once
I can't handle too much pain
Not another ounce
Or I'll go insane

I have given up
On trying for someone who doesn't love me
Enough is enough
Just let me go free

I'm tired of getting killed
I'm tired of getting of getting hurt
I'll be left distilled
And be treated like dirt

I'm here to wait
And slowly dying
Must this be my fate?
As I continue crying?

I'm bleeding within
I was stabbed in the heart
As tears fall on my skin
And I'm slowly fall apart

What is this feeling?
My heart is racing
My conscience is peeling
As I am embracing

The dark side of life
And the lost and dark soul
In my heart is knife
Was That your goal?

My heart has been ruined forever
I was completely shattered
I try not to think of our chances of being together
I never really mattered

What happened to us before?
When we were so happy?
Now I'm just torn
And feel really crappy

I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of crying
Are we dating?
Cuz I'm dying...