Here i am today
with not a lot to say
i'm standing here infront of you
with some things untrue
i'm finally going to right the lies.
here hiding all the cries.
At first i did it for the pain
the blood poured out like rain.
After the first cut,
i was stuck in a rut
i thought it was my "only way out"
but then i began to doubt
doubt it all,
just waiting for the fall.
I'm finally out of this rut
but my heart is still shut.
it's cold and black
and don't you doubt that
So here i am today...