My eternal fright

I'm impressed, you seem to get the idea that not many people do, sooo many more words rhyme with die than with love, I mean, seriously, you do an excellent job with your writing, and I like how you put all your emotions just right there for everyone to experience, but do you cut your wrists just for attention, I mean, seriously, why would you post your depression on the internet for all to read? Why would you want people to judge you? You talked about hiding the cuts and depression in one of your poems, but it's not as if you have actually attempted hiding it. I mean it enrages me that you would post your cutting adventures for all eyes to lapse upon! DAMN! Why cut yourself for attention? It's the wrong kind of attention, don't you understand? Goodness Gracious Grandma's Goodies!!!! It just angers me! I mean, I have two friends who have cut, and they would go to the ends of the earth before they posted that they are cutters on the internet. I mean, seriously, they didn't even show ME the scarrs because they don't want anyone to know that they went through a really tough time. And honostly, you need to really chill out, it seems like you won't let yourself be happy. Like, you kinda' want to be happy, but then you are like screw it, I get sympathy if I am a sad cutter. Unless you are completely abandoned by society at large chill out and if y ou have friends, confide in them, don't post your depression on a website. seriously. I'm sorry, I KNOW that will be taken as an offense, but take my advise. Be happy. I'm trying to give you constructive criticism. Smile a bit. Stop the tears from falling and smile. Make yourself happy wether or not you would rather fall off a cliff than smile, or force a grin on your face. just be happy. or at least act "happy". I mean, if you are cutting and yet you stay depressed, obviously cutting isn't getting the job done, confide in your friends. get help. you can't do this on your own. I have had experience in these matters. Get help. and :) smile