Day After Day

Sometimes I wonder,
wonder if I really do love you.
But I reassure myself,
this feeling will forever be true.

No matter what you do to me,
I always come back.
I try to break myself away,
yet the strength to do that I lack.

Every night is hell,
seeing you in my dreams.
But the first glance at you,
my heart burst into beams.

My heart aches for you.
It's broken, beaten, and sore.
So much I wish to tell you,
but everytime I try, you walk out the door.

I sit up at night,
writing poems and letters you'll never see.
And if you ever did,
you'd feel the pain trapped within me.

But to you I'm just a girl,
taking in no sorrow,
for the heart you break.
I should show you tomorrow.

It seems like no matter how hard I try,
you just slip away.
I feel the pain of it,
day after day.

So go ahead and walk away.
I'll learn your game and play.
This pain will do whatever it may,
but the pain will stay day after day.